Most people, who are mourning the death of a loved one are not aware that their difficult experience also includes a change in identity. They are not the same person they used to be, and identity change is a major part of the adjustment process. Identity is 'who I think I am.' Depending on your perceptions (the personal meaning you give to experience) and your belief system, much of which is formed early in life, you may see yourself in a variety of ways. You may think of yourself as a good worker, important to the welfare of others, a mother or father, skillful in a variety of ways, a somebody, or a nobody, to name a few.. After the death of a loved one, a mourner usually must deal with several changes. The part of the self that interacted with the loved one also dies, and the mourner is no longer able to interact with the physical presence of the deceased. Many mourners refuse to acknowledge that death imposes identity change and resist the transition. However, it is inevitable that the survivor must learn to integrate the old and the new worlds. Here's what we need to know to ease the transition into a new life and accept the changes in identity that death imposes.
We need to understand how we get a new identity. It is structured on skills, relationships, roles--and on all the new behaviors necessitated by one's loss. Relationships are of special importance because of the meaning they carry in terms of attention, appreciation, love, and acceptance. Love and service are powerful identity formers.
Your perception of your inner self is important to recognize and strengthen. 'I am good, I am capable, I am loveable, I choose to be loving,' are all crucial parts of identity. And, you can change behavior to strengthen these or other perceptions of the self. The sooner you can make the needed changes--integrating them into your normal routines--all the better for you.
Determine what you need to add to your life now that your loved one is no longer physically present. What will you have to learn? What new role(s) will you have to assume? What relationships will you have to replace? What modifications in old behavior will you make as you add to your daily task list? If you were too dependent on the person who died, it will be especially important to have a friend or counselor assist you in this ongoing transition.
Examine your perception of social isolation. Has your loss caused you to feel isolated? Have some of your friends distanced themselves from you? This may be obvious if you are now a widow and some of your friends are married. What will you do to increase your circle of friends? Your community of friends, especially new friends, will be a part of your new identity and particularly useful in adjusting to YOUR loss. So too, will be the new relationship you establish with your deceased loved one through memory and loving in separation.
Examine the way you will be of service to your community.